oh if it were only so easy

So, I names this blog, do what you love. It's becoming harder and harder to try and find out what I love to do and how I can make a living at it. Things at my current job have gotten very bad. I know that God has a plan and I believe that He can make a way and do anything. He's been so faithful providing for us and jus before the new year I felt that a peace had overcome me, a peace from God saying everything would be ok and he would provide. I"m not sure what happened today, but I became overwhelmed and started to be fearful as to what the future holds. I know that I shouldn't worry, but sometimes I just feel like falling apart. Please Father God, give me guidance and direction, help me, help my family and show me what to do. To stay, to go...just please please Lord give me guidance. I love you Lord and thank you for being so faithful.