oh if it were only so easy

So, I names this blog, do what you love. It's becoming harder and harder to try and find out what I love to do and how I can make a living at it. Things at my current job have gotten very bad. I know that God has a plan and I believe that He can make a way and do anything. He's been so faithful providing for us and jus before the new year I felt that a peace had overcome me, a peace from God saying everything would be ok and he would provide. I"m not sure what happened today, but I became overwhelmed and started to be fearful as to what the future holds. I know that I shouldn't worry, but sometimes I just feel like falling apart. Please Father God, give me guidance and direction, help me, help my family and show me what to do. To stay, to go...just please please Lord give me guidance. I love you Lord and thank you for being so faithful.

things come and go

yesterday...I thought I had a wonderful writing for today...but now I can't remember it! GRRRR. Oh well. God is still good, God is faithful, God is my all in all! I love you Father God.

It's very cold this morning.  Cold for Florida! It's 40 deg, feels's like 30. Tonight we will actually be down in the 20's! I"m glad this is temporary!

As I go to work today Lord and face the challenges that are ahead, please continue to fill me Father God, please show me the way Lord, help me to reflect you and your love, to trust fully in you, and to not worry. Worry won't bring me anything, worry will only bring me down. Please Father, have your hand on mom and her illness and the other situations she is facing. Help us Lord to always look to you and trust in you! you are my all in all Father God!

THINK

This morning I was watching T.D. Jakes. Some words he said really resonated with me. Think higher and trust that God will do it. That really struck me. Sometimes, I go around...half heartedly believing that maybe God will do this or maybe God will save me...but that's not what we are called to! I'm sorry Father God! Like an old story I had heard from the bible, I believe Lord, please help my unbelief! I know that God is going to do great great things in 2012. I am trusting you Lord, to provide for the needs, to show me the way, to start opening doors and to take me higher. With you God, all things are possible! Thank you for your promises Lord and for remaining steady and true....always!

and it begins

well..it's here. Another year. It doesn't really feel any different. It's a gorgeous day here in sunny Central Florida! I'm so thankful for winter weather like this. Later on this week, it's supposed to get cooler, but for today...the sun is shining brightly. We've taken down the tree, the lights and all the christmas things. I might have put away all the christmas stuff, but I don't want to forget the christmas theme throughout the year. I want Christ and His love, his ways, his truths, and his message to infiltrate all my days, to dwell in me and to permeate all I do, say and think. I love you Father God, may this year be better than last, may I be more like you, more in love with you and more drawn to you!